sorry guys

i've been negelecting my blog for awhile now i'll try to continue on.

lets play some catch up. I've recently completed my goal of jumping rope for 21 days recently. i've never actaully been able to stick to something that long before if i can do that i can do better than that. So I'm in malaysia starting to get lonely a bitch restless looking for hobbies excesise has taken a strong calling with nothing to do nobody to hang out with i feel at least i can do something for myself. I've picked up naked yoga and swimming working on my frog swim. i'm in a ongoing competition with my brother KC we've been going at it in everything always trying to top each other. I've never had this type of relationship with somebody it really is like he's my brother. I never get sick of hanging with him but... i need more. I feel my life is a bit lacking i'm too much into my own head the thoughts are starting to cloud up and overwhelm me. I have a personal journal i no longer frequently write in but still write sometimes. So i bought a harmonica that i play to my fish langkawi it's a chill beta fish. doesn't get all riled up today i'm gonna change his water when i get home looking dirty...btw if you want me to send you a letter give me your address and i'll try to write =) peace all