Yoga

so i've made a new commitment to try to do yoga every morning so far it's day 3 and its been going swimmingly i'm feeling pretty good. The nice stretch are unlocking alot of energy inside my body i'm feeling awake and alert.

What inspired me to try to do yoga every morning?

I recently read something that said yogas true meaning was the union of mind and body and i said to myself, i want that.

So here i am and it feels good to be alive.

The World Was Black & White

So tonight I was outside watching the rain.

I thought to myself I love the rain....

Then I was thinking about rainbows and how in the Bible God sent Noah a sign, a rainbow, as a promise He would never flood the earth like that again.

Rainbows are created by light refracting off the water droplets in the air creating this amazing effect.

If that was the first rainbow then before that time rainbows never existed. and the colors of the rainbow might never have existed.

if rainbows couldn't form either it never rained, or before then light never produced color only light and dark, never color.

And if color did exist before the flood then how come nobody ever saw a rainbow after the rains? if the light was the same and refracted off the raindrops a rainbow should appear.

I'm not really sure what this all means I just thought I'd share.

Wake up America!

after reading this article, I've come to understand where our society is headed.

I see the larger picture.

This is all part of the inevitable we had the hard working americans that came out of the depression, they taught their kids the value of money. But, then with the deregulation of the stock market and people started getting rich quick coupled with television music stars living the glamourous life that we all wanted.

You ask yourself why not me?

We developed a different sense of what success is.

T.I. rapping about you can have what ever you like? Yeah, I wish I could say that but lets keep it real, I can only afford to get you McDonalds girl!

After consecutive crashes dot com, tech bubble, and eventually the housing bubble, we have finally come to terms that we were fed a lie and that wealth does not come easily in the real world one must work for it.

who do you think taught the average american to feel victimized? the goverment and judicial system allowing insurance pay outs they knew where outlandish claims, the government bailing out business and investors, and homeowners.

Spare the rod, Spoil the child.

This is the kind of policies that people just won't vote for because they know if they do things will get tough and they might have to sacrifice (oh no!) and take responsibility for their own actions!

In recent times i've seen many articles describing the changes in our culture today. We are finally realizing that life isn't like the movies where you go from rags to riches in 128 minutes.

I hope with this article and ones like it will bring into the american consciousness that you must work harder than you ever thought you had to to achieve your dreams. We live in a society of haters that seek to bring others down to their level when anyone tries to rise out of it.

Then are those that try to climb out, but at the first obstacle are discouraged by what seems like an impassable barrier and the crowd around them watching and waiting for you to make a mistake.

Let me tell you one thing your not perfect, but neither is anybody else.

As part of human nature we see others and we wish we could be like them why can't you just be yourself?

Who told you your not as good as somebody else?

I choose who i wanna be, what i like, what i want to do, what my favorite color is, everything. if you allow others to choose for you you'll never be happy. you'll always think why do i hate my life?

Oh right, it's because it isn't my life, i hate all this shit.

It's not easy to differentiate what you actually like and things you like because of others so they'll like you.

Me?

For years I tried to be different from everyone else, just to be different. But, I forgot that I was already different and I should have just been myself the whole time. It took me a long time and hours of self evaluation to discover what I've been suppressing for so long.

Give yourself a chance each person has a unique perspective when you see something needs to be done just do it you may think others see it too but they don't see it like you do. Don't ask around just go and do it if someone asks what your doing tell them to shut up and either help or GTFO.

Be with someone that makes you happy, do what makes you happy, it's just a different kind of normal.

Peace yall

Living the life.

The past 3 days have been pretty cool me and my cousin had the opportunity to meet the tiger trainer at tambun the lost world. Nathan asked us if we wanted to see the baby tiger of course we said yes! he was the cutest little guy he was very feisty and had the hugest paws. I got the pet him but he was still very wild, almost bit me! you never know where life is gonna take you, all i had to do is show up.

That night we go head down to participate in a local parade. We had made contact with a politician recently and he asked us to carry some flags in the parade. We ended up being the ones leading the entire procession sort of surreal i must admit but fun waving at all the people.

Next day, lazy Sunday I finally watched the movie kick ass suffice it to say that move kicked ass! I admire the directors honesty in making the film, very down to earth and relateble. The hero just a guy who wanted to live his dream not a bad hobby in my opinion a world. Imagine a world of heroes where the everyday person stands up for what they believe, instead of passively allowing their morales to be corrupted. Be the hero or your own life.

sorry guys

i've been negelecting my blog for awhile now i'll try to continue on.

lets play some catch up. I've recently completed my goal of jumping rope for 21 days recently. i've never actaully been able to stick to something that long before if i can do that i can do better than that. So I'm in malaysia starting to get lonely a bitch restless looking for hobbies excesise has taken a strong calling with nothing to do nobody to hang out with i feel at least i can do something for myself. I've picked up naked yoga and swimming working on my frog swim. i'm in a ongoing competition with my brother KC we've been going at it in everything always trying to top each other. I've never had this type of relationship with somebody it really is like he's my brother. I never get sick of hanging with him but... i need more. I feel my life is a bit lacking i'm too much into my own head the thoughts are starting to cloud up and overwhelm me. I have a personal journal i no longer frequently write in but still write sometimes. So i bought a harmonica that i play to my fish langkawi it's a chill beta fish. doesn't get all riled up today i'm gonna change his water when i get home looking dirty...btw if you want me to send you a letter give me your address and i'll try to write =) peace all